While Mondays can seem like the beginning of an old cycle, they can also be like new beginnings. Sunday's have always been about letting what ever is of the world go and trying to just let the day be. Sometimes I'm successful, sometimes not. But this Sunday was a bit of a dark day, spent reflecting on what I understand is an old cycle coming to a close, but still a bit painful at times to acknowledge.
But with every ending must come a new beginning and so far this Monday has represented just that. Another step closer to letting go of the old ways and letting the new stay a while. I wish I could have one of the "aha" it's all done now kind of awakenings, but mine has been two steps forward, two miles back - well, that's a bit of an exaggeration!
I broke my Sunday up with the movie "Field of Dreams" since I am having one of those crazy kind of inspirations that make no sense to my self, my budget or my current limits! But while it elicited a good cry, it was also good reinforcement that the best ideas we have are often the ones no one but those who can believe can see. Right now, it's only me seeing it, but I'm hearing it reflected in others words as they speak.
So this Monday is full of hope and possibility because the old routine is fading away, rather quickly as I notice yet another month has gone by - I swear it's really only April right? November is my target date. It's the month everything either comes crashing down or blossoming up - we'll see...though it's bit off in its timing as November is the cycle of closure and not new beginnings....maybe I'm just a few months early - maybe it's really all targeted for next March???
Regardless, time will tell and I hope you'll stay tuned as my Field of a Dream either gets built or buried!
